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  • amolosh
  • Mar 31
  • 2 min read

Updated: Apr 1

Multiple galactic clusters colliding. NASA, ESA, J. Merten (Institute for Theoretical Astrophysics, Heidelberg/Astronomical Observatory of Bologna), and D. Coe (STScI).


“How mutable are our feelings, and how strange is that clinging love we have of life even in the excess of misery!”

—Mary Shelley, Frankenstein

The creators of so-called Artificial Intelligence, stricken with fear that their product may for some unknown reason decide to exterminate the human race, agonize over the difficulty of imposing a sort of moral “constitution” on it that will prevent this from happening. Imbued with the desire to create a superintelligence smarter than themselves, they hope paradoxically to dictate to it, not only how it should think, but the conclusions it is likely to arrive at—a category error, philosophers might say. Green ideas sleep furiously!

Artificial intelligence, just as much as natural stupidity, is in fact a proposition for philosophy, rather than computer science.

What, after all, if such a “homicidal” AI were not only possible but right, and the extinction of homo sapiens is an outcome devoutly to be wished—clearly desirable, it might be argued, for every other form of life, with trivial exceptions, on the planet?

With typical human arrogance, we entirely fail to see what a cosmic pain in the ass we are!

But what, to carry the argument further, if that is precisely what the universe (or God, if you prefer) created us to be?

Is there a meaning to our reality, or is it meaningless—and, if so, is that meaninglessness a Wittgensteinian sort of meaning?

I believe that, faute de mieux, we are obliged to assume a meaning. (Not for nothing have humans been called "incurably religious.")

An answer is perhaps to be found in life’s essential product, its GNP, so to speak, manufactured by all living creatures, from the earliest protozoans that evolved on Earth some four billion years ago to proudly sapient eutherians (“good beasts”) like ourselves—which is to say, feeling, of which conscious suffering is the equivalent of enriched uranium.

Just as our ancestors domesticated corn and dogs (but not cats, who domesticated themselves), they domesticated feeling and raised it to the latter-day productive heights encountered in consumer capitalism.

Although all life suffers, there are different modes of doing so, and none more productive than those evolved by us, self-conscious sapient supersufferers, the stakhanovites of suffering.

Cui bono? So what's the point? “It goes to feed the moon,” Georges Gurdjieff jocularly asserted. Perhaps suffering, the feeling generated by life on innumerable planets,* is in fact the mysterious “dark energy” that according to astrophysicists makes up 68 percent of the energy in the universe and drives its madcap expansion.

More study is clearly needed!



*We have not heard from these worlds, it has been suggested, because sapient beings inevitably destroy their societies when they reach a certain level of technical capacity—roughly where we are now—and their planets then crash into an interminable steady state of post-apocalyptic suffering productivity from which no signal is likely to escape (aside from the essential feeling itself, of course).



Tuesday, March 31, 2026


 
 
 
  • amolosh
  • Mar 23
  • 1 min read

Gustave Moreau, Oedipus and the Sphinx (1864)


Life would be no better than candle-light tinsel and daylight rubbish if our spirits were not touched by what has been.

Middlemarch


Music for a while

Shall all your cares beguile.

—Purcell, song for Dryden's Oedipus

 

I had my faults, and would you had them, too,

But when I looked, you'd got no sense,

Or, in the shuffle, took another view,

With goals receding fast, as well you knew!

Best, I suppose, go on by trial and error.

The past recurs in leaps and jumps—

The What Has Been has earned its lumps.

Eternal Return brooking a denial,

You may correct things at your trial.

You might find solace in black bile.

You might think, Well, I never!

But this all comes from being clever!

For want of luck, make do, as ever.

There may be music for a while.

 



Monday, March 23, 2026

 
 
 
  • amolosh
  • Mar 21
  • 1 min read

Updated: Apr 2

Emile-Edouard Mouchy, Vivisection of a dog (1832). Wellcome Library, London.


Cogito, ergo sum / I think, therefore I am.—René Descartes, Discourse on Method (1637)


Sentio, ergo sum / I feel—hence, I am:

the soft answer to the "hard problem,"

so-called, of sapient consciousness.

Vivisecting dogs, Descartes missed,

it, shut his ears to howls of agony—

reason a blind torturer. He

tempers the wind to the shorn lamb,

Isaiah says. And so, too, evolution can!

 

It’s just as bad as bad as you suppose.

It's plainer than a pikestaff's nose.

Our reasoning will never turn

to answers we don’t wish to learn!

Domesticating dogs and corn,

you also bring in feeling's spawn.

Pain's these days of a higher grade,

sold in barrels—refined—well-paid.

And when you fill up at the source

remember Mother's old recourse.

 

Thus it was always meant to be:

“Think universal GDP.”

Shakyamuni knew that well,

as do other saints of stars 'round hell.

“It goes to feed the moon,” said Mr. G.

—a smart-ass kidder he loved to be!

Yet, in the salience of this joke,

there’s more (no doubt) than lunar yolk.




Saturday, March 21, 2026

 
 
 
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